Fed up.com

I know no-one actually reads this blog so I feel able to write my feelings down for a change. I am utterly fed up of being in constant pain.  I've suffered with muscle pain on and off all my life and have had sciatica as long as I can remember.  The joint pain though started before my youngest daughter was born 14 years ago and has been there pretty much constantly since then.  Yes I need to lose weight, but even when I wasn't heavy the pain was still there.  Today it feels as though every joint in my body is hurting most especially my fingers, thumbs, hips and back.  It's frustrating as there are lots of things I need to do and I feel like life is passing me by.  It even hurts to lie down so can't get relief there.  Want to cry but what's the point - the pain will still be there.